changes.

there are things that i just don't understand.

how can two persons that loved  each other,

grow apart in so diferent ways?

(it happened twice with me)

the love vanished, that's ok.

but i hoped friendship would remain.

it didn't happened. it isn't happening.

and the worst part is...

i don't care, i'm not caring.

i don't even want to try (anymore)

i feel the exact opposite way 

i felt one year ago, maybe two.

how can things change this way?

will it happen everytime i love someone? 

is it worth loving and giving yourself to other?

don't know. don't want to.

(at least for now).